Tomorrow...(a day of being scared & a day of excitement)

Tomorrow is a scary day and an exciting day. Is that even possible in one day? With me, it is. In the morning I go in for my biopsy, something I have never been through. Of course it's procedure in my case to make sure what they found is benign, like the doctor told me, and not malignant. I'm scared of course..it's just natural of me since I hate these kind of procedures. The past month I have been through a lot and of course this was not something I was expecting. =( I'm keeping my hopes up, with what the doctor told me a week ago. My husband of course will be there with me every step of the way and I thank God everyday he's in my life. I love you, Phillip, always and forever! After my biopsy, I will come home and spend time with my family and go on until I get the results. I may just need surgery and that's it. I rather have what they found removed. I'll have to deal with the rest of my life, having to be checked by doctors to make sure. So on to other news...I rather not dwell on something that makes me upset. The exciting part of my day tomorrow is I'm getting something in the mail that I've wanted for awhile. I can't wait to see it, hold it, and test it out. I'm going to be the happiest whenever I receive the package and hopefully, I'll forget about what I went through in the morning time. I'll post a picture once I receive the package and announce what it is later on. I'm also going to announce the first book to my list at the bottom, that I'll be getting. Yes...one of my books I've been waiting for, will be in stores tomorrow. I can't wait to read it when I receive in the mail in the next few days. I didn't want to have to go to Barnes and Noble. I want the book at my doorstep. =) I can't wait to read it. My next book I'm waiting for will come out the end of this month. I can't wait! That's the updated news on me and how tomorrow will play out for me. I'll make sure to update on the results as soon as I get the them. I'm going to keep my head up tomorrow like I always do. Hope everyone is having a GREAT week. I'm back to work on Wednesday for 5 days and then again 96 hours off.